For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.

Be not thou therefore ashamed of the testimony of our Lord, nor of me his prisoner: but be thou partaker of the afflictions of the gospel according to the power of God. - 2 Tim. 1:7-8.

I am over 70, and have served in World War II and been married and sealed in the temple. My wife and I reared three fine sons. Since the passing of my wife, I have been wondering what to do with my life, where to focus my time and energy.

I felt touched by the Spirit when I read the First Presidency's Message in the February 1996 issue of the Ensign. President Gordon B. Hinckley's words: "This work requires more sacrifice, it requires effort, it requires courage to speak out and faith to try," caused me to look at myself.

What sacrifices had I made? Where had I put forth real effort? When had I the courage to speak out? With the exception of my years in the service, I have been active in the Church all my life. Can I look at my years of Church service and say that is enough? What part of my life needed to be changed?

Self-analysis made me realize that my life is not over, that there is much that needs to be done and things I can do. President Hinckley quoted this scripture and then asked that every member put these words where they can be seen every morning. Following his request, I made a banner that I have placed on the wall.

I have resolved that although I may be "just a home teacher or neighbor," I can be a better home teacher and neighbor than I have ever been before. I can bear my testimony and speak out stronger for the restored gospel than I have done in the past. I can be a full-time member missionary.

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