Thou art not yet as Job. . . .— Doctrine and Covenants 121:10
My son, Glenn, died at 17 years of age. Prior to his death he suffered the ravages of Leukemia for four long years. In order for our family to endure that ordeal, great patience was needed on the part of each of us.
Shortly after Glenn's death I read the following entry that he had written in his journal: "Thou are not yet as Job." Since then, while enduring more "personal Gethsemanes," this scripture has lingered with me and serves as a poignant reminder of the unfailing faith and encouraging example of Job. Not only has it taught me but it, also, has humbled, comforted and sustained me.
Since experiencing the tragic, early death of my dearly loved son I have felt the painful loss of many other loved ones, including my mother, several dear uncles, two beloved brothers, a close life-long girlfriend, and my eternal sweetheart-companion. Through the tough times of testing I have gleaned an enhanced understanding of the importance of total trusting in God with increased faith and patience.
It's seemingly evident that patience is viewed as a very valued virtue by Heavenly Father, since we are so often called upon to "relearn" it time and again throughout life's many experiences.
How thankful I am for the beautiful blessing of raising four wonderful children who have helped me learn the profound principle of patience. As a mother, I've strived to teach my children the beautiful truths of the gospel. Yet, ironically, my children have, as well, been my mentors even in death. — Carolyn Joyner Freebairn, Salt Lake City, Utah.
"Living by the Scriptures" is another in a series of Church News reader response articles. Was there a time when a particular scripture touched you, when it offered comfort, guidance and much-needed support? If so, please describe your experience in 250-300 words, giving the scripture reference and telling how it affected you.
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